How Could He Do That To Me?

I am so angry at Peeta for joining the Careers.   At first I was in shock because the Careers never let anyone from the outside districts form an alliance with them.   The only reason why they would allow him in is that he knows my strengths and weaknesses.   If the Careers kill me then the rest of the tributes will be easy to eliminate.  I am their biggest target because I got an 11 in training.

Peeta is a traitor for joining up with the Careers.  I thought that he would never join up with the them because they are vicious and arrogant.   He tricked everyone into believing that he and I are star-crossed lovers.  Everyone in the Capitol must be wondering why Peeta joined the Careers if he loved me such much.  He wanted to get me off of my game plan so that I would be easier to kill.  I have to watch out for Peeta and the Careers because their goal is to kill me.

I honestly thought that Peeta was a caring person because he complimented me on my hunting skills, cleaned up Haymitch after he got sick, and he gave me a loaf of bread even though he knew that he would get in trouble with his Mother.  I should have known better because he was acting too nice around me.  He always had that sly look on his face that told me he was up to something.

Peeta let me believe that he was weak and did not stand a chance of winning the games.  Peeta sounded defeated the night before the Hunger Games when we were talking on the roof.  It was all a plan to make me think that he was an easy kill.  I even believed that he was going to be the first tribute to die.      Now I know not to trust anyone in the games because they could get me killed.  It is important for me to stay strong even if I become lonely.  I made the mistake of trusting Peeta , I will not make the same mistake with anyone else.